You, yes, exactly you, are the person who is wondering whether it’s worth downloading and playing at all. The answer is NO. There are a million games in which you will have fun, and not what will happen to you in Dota. Constant reminders of your mother and the guys who came in “just to play with beer” - all this will lead to you immediately giving up playing it or spending a lot of time, and then quitting anyway. I definitely don't recommend playing this